Google Hates my Blog I think I'm banned at Google Search

Google! What have I done wrong?It's always the same old question that runs through my head and plunges through my veins.Just after my problem with loosing my Pagerank for the second time around -another problem occurred?How would I know if I was banned?All I know is that if you lost your pagerank -google won't index your articles and all.Am I right?I don't really know-I'm oftentimes wrong.Or was it all my fault. . I was happy yesterday because I've reached one of my goals -to at least make it a dollar a day at Adsense but after logging in this morning I've found out -almost or maybe all of my articles which I believe google has indexed has just vanished.Or is that nobody just had a researched for anything my blog has to offer?Now I'm ranting down again.I'm really disappointed.Why I am being punished like this?

Last month my Pagerank shut down to zero,after having it back Google has once again zapped it down into N/A (not available).I don't think I have violated any of your rules?haven't I?Then if so -prompty tell me.

It's really a big deal for me.Why? because from 30 I'm now 135 at topblogs.Another is that my traffic volume has decreased by over 90 percent.And the worse thing ever is that I don't have any blogger friends that would likely to visit my blog and exchange links and all.In fact nobody greeted me on my re-launch and blogoversary.Well except from Boris.He's a nice guy and all.

Google Pagerank Shut Down to N/A

My heart is mourning!I always have this problem with my pagerank.I was granted a PR2 early this year  when all of a sudden it got shut down to zero last 3rd of June or so.Why am I still being cursed like this?Is this some kind of cycle that leads you nowhere?I've submitted a reconsideration way back in June and in no time Google promptly gave it to me back-I was very glad then that I smiled all day-but now! they've taken it away to me again! for the second time? I must admit that I've copied and pasted some of other people's articles  but I made sure it is no follow though, but  linked to them.I've failed to no follow the links on the post Neopets Daily Dare which I posted last night and what do I have now?The worse than ever page ranking I've ever had! N/A!If I had my Pr to zero last time this time google reverted it to Not available and is subjective to their supplemental rules,I think so.

Just when everything is getting better like my blog traffic increase,I'm currently top30 at Topblogs,I'm glad that every minute I always have visits,I earn a dollar a day at adsense; these Google pagerank checker people will always have to shut down my google page rank.No matter what PR my blog has it doesn't really matter for me-well because I do not have paid links,payperposts and all those make money online websites you hate!And I think I have ridden along with those websites you really hate.WHY?WHY?WHY?I even change the title of this blog from simply bluerivenfire to The Google Trender -and if you'd ask me why the answer is because I thought you like my blog for you quickly gave to me my Pr back last time, and you indexed my website though not so often but still i have this post you've indexed and all and lastly I so love google trends!

If you have given me the same mercy with those people who has begged for you to give their Pr's back last June.I hope you will also give me the same mercy by the time you'll read my reconsideration request. Just tell me what do I have to do! what have I done wrong!

MY GOOGLE PAGERANK SHUT DOWN TO ZERO HOW CAN I GET IT BACK?

I don't have any payperpost articles nor have I displayed any ads that will look like paid advertisements.I no followed all the links.Matt Cutts! What do I have to do just to make you give my PR2 back?As  my eyeballs get across the gray pr button it would always make me anxious.Why is it like that?You don't give notices or even comment me and say you reset my pagerank because of this and that.What do I have to do to get it back?Have I violated any of your acclaimed Google Supplemental Rules?

Isn't it that you just hate my blog?You hate bluerivenfire don't you! Yes, my site sounds weird but taking Pr so quickly is even weirder for me.I've already red Google Penalization How to get your Page rank back recipe and all.I've submitted a request but i don't know how long will i have to wait.Darn it,you really spoiled my day.I'm just hoping you'll give it back.And never ever touch my Adsense earnings okay!

I'm very very disappointed.I've already filed a reconsideration and wish you'll get to read what I said there!